Girl Like Gully

0hgully @ 2008-04-06T22:09:00

2008-04-07T02:11:54Z

its almost like i hate you, but how can you have any feelings towards a stranger.. dont know who you are, and by the looks of it.. i don't want to find out either. Not the person you've become

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2008-02-14T04:34:18Z

imu
glad your happy, proud that u've moved on to bigger and better things
but...
i miss my bestfriend, and i want him back.

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2007-10-18T03:27:24Z

I hate the way things are. You dont realize how serious i am.
When i open up to you, you take it as a joke. Im telling you these things cuz i want you to no, and hopefully show u that i still care a lot
You need to realize that i didnt do this for me, i didnt even do this for us, i did this for you.
And yeah once in a while i find myself questioning whether or not im making the right decision.
But then i always look back and see how much i hurt you, and i dont want it no more.
Now im being blamed for all the wrong reason, and i showed you how i felt. I really hope you took it in.
Cause honestly i never been so serious in my life. Mixed emotions right now, kinna hard to tell. Scared, worried, doubtful, jus fuckin unsure

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2007-09-15T04:47:52Z

i miss us..

&& the little things that made us so special
Times like these, i can't help but look back to all the shit we've been through. a lot of shit happened but we were able to soldier it out.. i dunno wat it was but there was always that modivation .. it makes me question myself .. i really don't know what im doing, but hopefully we benefit from it. i know we both knew, cuz already, slowly, our relationship was drifting. no need for patience wen theres no more waiting right?

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2007-06-26T15:38:53Z

-no such thing as a changed man.. once a player always a fuckin player . dont believe different .. he proved that to me .. and i blame no one but myself for believe every bullshit lie he told me .. now i know how he really is fuck him let him be an asshole but i dont want nothing to do with him. no one bring he name around me, im fuckin done. worst thing that ever happened to me .. he ruined my life

- he jus confuses me.. telling me he wants something strong but wen i have a problem with something he only makes me feel worse rather then makin me feel better, isnt that wat a boyfriend is suppose to do. Its hard for me to not question us.. when you really dont show me anything but its watever

0hgully @ 2007-05-20T00:55:00

2007-05-20T04:55:58Z

guess not..

0hgully @ 2007-04-16T16:17:00

2007-04-16T20:19:19Z

TOO MUCH TO LOSE

0hgully @ 2007-04-10T20:22:00

2007-04-11T00:23:52Z

42 DAYS LEFT OF SCHOOL!

wa di rass! summer school for sure

0hgully @ 2007-03-23T08:16:00

2007-03-23T13:19:59Z

happy 18th birthday jourdain!!

0hgully @ 2007-03-08T23:50:00

2007-03-09T04:56:27Z

TAMIA
"Stranger In My House"

I don't understand
You look just like the man
In the picture by our bed
The suspence is pounding and clouding up my head
I'm checkin' your clothes
And you wear the same size shoe
You sleep in his spot
And you're driving his car
But I don't know just who you are

There's a stranger in my house
It took a while to figure out
There's no way you could be who you say you are
You gotta be someone else
Cuz he wouldn't touch me like that
And he wouldn't treat me like you do
He would adore me, he wouldn't ignore me
So I'm convinced there's a stranger in my house

I'm not sure who you are
Don't see your shadow around when you walk
Ain't leavin' no kisses
Goodbye with no words
If these walls could talk
They would have nothing to tell

So what could it be?
Is there someone immitating me?
Could she be taking my place?
Look me in the face
And tell me that I'm wrong
When I say...

There's a stranger in my house
It took a while to figure out
There's no way you could be who you say you are
You gotta be someone else
Cuz he wouldn't touch me like that
And he wouldn't treat me like you do
He would adore me, he wouldn't ignore me
So I'm convinced there's a stranger in my house

Pop quiz
Tell me where we first kissed
Tell me where my spot is
Tell me if I liked it, loved it
Or could it be
That the stranger is me
Have I changed so drastically?
Is it I want more for me?
And you remain the same

There's a stranger in my house
It took a while to figure out
There's no way you could be who you say you are
You gotta be someone else
Cuz he wouldn't touch me like that
And he wouldn't treat me like you do
He would adore me, he wouldn't ignore me
So I'm convinced there's a stranger in my house

take it in

0hgully @ 2007-03-03T23:52:00

2007-03-04T04:53:37Z

ahh fuck you.. how u guna tell me wat to do now? of all times .. move from me cha

0hgully @ 2007-02-26T21:08:00

2007-02-27T02:08:37Z

mind set

0hgully @ 2007-02-21T23:17:00

2007-02-22T04:21:22Z

whyd u have to change?
was being the only one i could tell everything to not enough?
whyd u have to be so sellfish?
dont u no u cant always get wat u want?
whyd u have to put me in this position?
did u not already realize u were one of a kind to me, and that i did care?

you no who u r

0hgully @ 2007-02-20T23:54:00

2007-02-21T04:57:37Z

fuck wat we had u r my past
the shit ur doing to me i wont ever forget
i will never look at u the same way so jus stop trying

0hgully @ 2007-02-14T10:35:00

2007-02-14T15:36:27Z

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!

0hgully @ 2007-02-08T00:09:00

2007-02-08T05:11:26Z

0hgully @ 2007-02-04T13:10:00

2007-02-04T18:10:58Z

I HATE THIS FUCKIN KATTIE!!

0hgully @ 2007-01-24T20:32:00

2007-01-25T01:32:40Z

thanks for the greetings =)
birthday was good
h16b martin america

0hgully @ 2007-01-23T00:12:00

2007-01-23T05:13:14Z

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GULLY!

0hgully @ 2007-01-21T17:46:00

2007-01-21T23:27:44Z

jan.19.07
me and caryn skipped skool.. slepted in.. when we woke up went to sinopino to eat the usual .. crispy chicken and fried rice lol .. went back home chilled .. saw the husband for a couple of hours.. candice came over.. danica got home.. baby go bye bye ..ate then went to practise.. after practise mom drops me off at st.elizabeth .. see my auntie and cousin .. go to tim hortons.. then my house.. seen dymplez, 2 tall, lee, and jahvona in my room .. everyone happy to see me course course lol .. they leave .me and kevin stay up late that night watchin "sweet sixteen"

jan.20.07
me and kevin wake up late so we miss the mpaa opening oh well... eat breakfast .. go to lorne park to drop the food off.. seen people.. then everyone left to go to the next gym for our game.. got lost..alot of cussin and wat not .. finally reach and theres only 8 of us .. so we lose by default .. decide to play neways .. smash them by nuff .. boo coulda won that game.. after go back to lorne park for our phyba game.. watch a couple of games first.. vaughan vs. falcons.. we win! chill for a while .. "take off your sneaks let me tickle your feet" .. drop brian .. tintin comes home with me .. get home me tin and kevin jus moss and get warm.. talked to the husband.. ashley comes over.. talked about our problems and what not ..watched mean girls.. orderd pizza hut; meat lovers no ham , and hawian. took a shower.. tin and ashley take like 096534237893571876 million pictures .. i cum down from my shower then we take more pictures.. scared them with my pumpkin head.. visited :).. talked more ..ashley gets picked up.. blah blah blah .. fell asleep.

jan.21.07 [happy birthday shaquille]
kevin wakes me up .. i wake tin tin up .. eat breakfast .. picked up ashley .. picked up andrea drove to mother teresa for philcan .. husband comes to watch :)... we win ! 52-27.. came home and fell asleep.. woke up .. ate.. called him .. and now im here.. good weekend.

0hgully @ 2007-01-15T22:44:00

2007-01-16T03:45:16Z

i want it

0hgully @ 2007-01-14T16:37:00

2007-01-14T21:39:42Z

hes what good =)

0hgully @ 2007-01-11T23:07:00

2007-01-12T04:15:18Z

"i wanna trust him but i cant" -ME "i trust him, jus not the girls" -ME "its hard not to believe everything i hear" -ME

"you can question him .. just not to the point where he thinks ull never be able to trust him .. cause that would lead to a break up" -BIG SISTER

"shes smart .. you should go to her for advice" -HIM

why is it so hard for me to jus trust him?

0hgully @ 2007-01-09T22:44:00

2007-01-10T03:45:53Z

hes just too good to me .. the way he holds me, the way he talks about me, the way he looks at me, and the things he does for me i dont wanna trust him too much and then be dissapointed later on in the relationship but at this point i dont even no because hes doing everything right .. hes starting to prove alot to me and i cant help but believe him

0hgully @ 2007-01-07T14:09:00

2007-01-07T19:24:00Z

break was good .. most of the time i was out during the night ..and slept through the whole day .. so im not even sure how im gunna get use to waking up at 7 agen.. i didnt do no units since the break started till now .. yeah i set goals and shit for the new year but obviously my old habits will not change .. queen of procrastinating .. but neways yesterday was pretty good .. woke up from a nice sleep ;) got ready for ball ate my breakfast in the car the same way i did everyday long time ago wen i was styll in day care .. picked up andrea frum don mills station .. got to phyba watched falcons vs. spartons .. then played north york vs vaughan (course we won) after a while left with tin tin and ashley .. reached my house and talked nuff but with alot of interuptions considering all three of us r A.D.D lol.. walked to mcdonalds ate food .. came back to my house got ready .. then bussed to town center seen karmuh on the bus.. reached town and seen dayday cole jeezy, cindy, and tintins friend .. went into the movies ..marshalls later.. he cums for like the last half hour of the movie.. movie ended but it was good .. after movie seen shyz, and tristan.. went to the station ..tintin walked into the door lol.. got to don mills station had to use the bathroom really badly but scared of the lady that was in there for days, moaning and such .. finally worked up the courage to go .. went to peanut plaza baught pizza.. then baught my slushie .. then ashley and tin tin baught there 5 dollars for a small bubble tea .. walked back to my house said bye to the husband .. got inside and talked more .. dropped tintin home all the way at jane and sheppard .. came back home me and ashley talked more .. then her mom came to pic her up and the rest is history THE END